Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day thirty nine ... terra's entry ...

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empathy ... the ... vehicle ... laid ... out ... upon ... our ... field ... of ... vision ... what ... lies ... behind ... those ... eyes ... AT ... LAST ... at ... last ... atlas ... the burden ... is ... shared ... pick ... up ... a ... shovel ... pick ... up a book ... the last drop ... dig ... in ... trench ... war ... fare ... couch potatoes ... spores ... and ... mildew ... what ... was ... the lesson ... what ... time ... was ... class ... how ... much ... money ... will ... i ... oh ... geeze ... a ... true ... oh ... G ... what ... a ... sacrifice ... the ... power ... of ... the ... individual ... whats ... your ... number ... can ... i ... call ... you ... later ... ? ... no ... one ... is ... in ... trouble ... no ... one's ... home ... not ... one ... more ... the dust ... the dust ... your god ... the dust ... will ... you ... be ... heard ... ? ... the ... herd ... gathers ... the water ... lies ... still ... the ... blood ... boils ... as the heart pumps ... electro ... magnetic ... event ... horizon ... torus ... ouroboros ... hourglass ... ripples ... shimmer ... submerge ... teach ... consume ... teach ... consume ... say ... smile ... now ... your ... body ... is ... a ... seed ... what ... kind ... of ... flower ... do you want ... to ... grow ... into ... ?

peep the time sacri-dice this number be rolling ...

ink for your skin ! memories for the fridge!

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day thirty four... terra's entry ...

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memories ... the ... shards ... of ... subjective reflection ... we ... all .. carry ... in ... our ... back ... pockets ... readily ... at our ... disposal ... fleeting ... and ... ever .. changing ... . ... memories ... fade ... memories ... shine ... memories ... become a new ...  your ... imagination ... is ... expansive ... it ... is ... so ... so ... much ... that ... it ... is ... not ... . ... and ... the ... is ... that ... it ... becomes ... as ... the ... is ... is ... eternal ... is ... more ... than ... the ... whole ... it ... is ... a ... hole ... in ... your ... head ... or ... one ... of ... the ... many ... on ... the ... exterior ... of ... that ... vast ... black ... hole ... of ... infinity ...you ... call ... an ... imagination ... . ... what ... do ... you ... claim ... to ... be ... real ... ? ... trust ... might ... be ... the ... only ... thread ... left ... for ... you ... to ... cling  ... to ... but ... what ... happens ... when ... the ... plot ... comes out ... of ... the ... wood work ... where ... deception ... is ... evident ... does ... our ... trust ... start ... back ... at ... ground ... zero ... ? ... who ... do ... you ... believe ... then ... ?  ... memories ... may ... b.b.e. ... questionable ... but ... the ... now ... creates ... memories ... if we trust ... in ... the ... now ... then ... memories ... don't ... need ... to be ... questioned ... it ... doesn't ... mater ... who ... did ... what ... in ... the ... past ... we ... have ... the ... now ... to ... be ... the ... change ... we ... want ... to ... be  ... and ... to ... remember ... to ... wish ... your ... fellow ... human ... reflections ... #HAPPYDAiLYBiRTHDAY !

 ... it is a labyrinth ... ya know...

have you takin the tour yet ?

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ya gotta start again

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day twenty nine... ... terra's entry ...

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... humanity ... ... welcome ... ... as ... the ... earth ... we ... have ... seen ... many ... things ... we ... have helped ... eachother ... in ... a ... myriad ... of different ... ways ... helping ... grandma's ... across ... the ... street ... returning ... something ... thats ... lost ... lending ... somebody ... something ... of ... use ... giving ... then ... getting ... then ... getting ... then ... giving ... then ... giving ... then giving ... then ... giving up ... then ... letting ... go ... then ... forgiving ... then ... grateful ... then ... grace ... then ... so ... on ... ænd sew ... forth ... the ... reloop ... begins ... the ... reloop ... beginends ... and again ... ænd ... ægain ... . ... the source ... . ... never ... was ... there is only ... the ... now ... be ... B.B.E. ... NOW ... some ... times ... its ... so easy ... other times ... the ... future ... calls our names ... and ... reflection ... is a ... must ... never stop bettering ... your ... self ... or ... the ... world ... you ... are ... your ... surroundings ... shine ... shine ... shine ... on ... the shadow ... you ... cast ... is ... beautiful ... #HAPPYDAiLYBiRTHDAY !

ask another visitor like yourself to guide you . . .









well... with whom, did you meat?

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day twenty four ... terra's entry ...

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... the ... chemical ... experience ... 

... what ... is ... and is not ... dopamine ... adrenaline ... seratonin ... estrogen ... testosterone ... glucose ... fructose ... my toes ... your toes ... your elbows ... you're hands ... your peal ... your skul ... what ... happened ... when we .. fell ... well ... we ... fall ... we are falling ... and  ... the ... experience ... is earth shattering ... or mind ... grey ... matter ... ring ... around ... the ... black rose ... and ... the ... one ... place ... on  ... earth ... where ... they .... grow ... where ... did ... you ... grow ... ? ... are you growing ... ? ... can you see ... your ... skin ... cells ... flake ... off ... can you feel ... the chemicals ... making you ... feel ... what ... you ... are ... feeilng ... ? ... did your feelings ... release those ... chemicals ... or ... did ... your chemicals release those ... feelings ... are ... your ... feelings ... not you ... ? ... do we all  ... have a choice ... to look ... outside of our selves ... subjectively ... to ... understand ... and empathize ... and ... objectively ... to view the ... factual ... reality ... that ... we ... all ... share ... to understand ... and ... empathize ... with ... the ... factual ... reality ... that we ... all ... share ... and understand ... . ... are ... the ... two ... dichotomies ... not ... inseparable ... ? ... as ... we rotate ... around ... ænd ... around ... as ... a ... round ... lil ... rock ... we notice that ... the star ... light ... really ... only ... paints ... a picture ... on ... one ... side ... at ... a ... time ... thank ... the dark ... matter ... for ... letting ... your  ... grey matter  ... exist ... whats ... the ... twist ... well ... that food ... that you pluck ... from ... my surface ... those lil chemical blobs ... well ... the ... very same ... food ... that ... gives us ... "life" ... creates ... the ... proper ... erosion ... to ... let ... you ... experience ... the grind ... of ... the gears ... at a ... proper ... speed ... i mean ... once the ratio ... takes off ... the boulders ... just keep rolling ... thank you for your chemical composition .

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ænd the awareness we've gained ...

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day nineteen ... terra's entry ...

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15 ... years ... from the ... blood ... spattered ... balcony ... to the ... bill ... released ... in congress ... creating ... this ... national ... holiday ... ... hundreds ... of ... years ... of ... on ... going ... oppression ... still ... to ... this ... very ... day ... from ... injustice ... inequality ... to ... police ... brutality ... to ... slowly ... painfully ... opening ... the ... eyes ... of ... so ... many ... who ... thought that ... difference ... was ... something ... to ... persecute ... ... the levels ... of persecution ... humanity ... has reached ... are ... ones ... of ... un-imaginable ... heights ... ... what gives ... one ... individual ... the ... right ... to ... take ... the life ... of ... another ... individual ... especially ... an ... individual ... that represents ... a ... movement ... of ... MiLLiONS ... one ... person ... one ... bullet ... one ... moment ... of commitment ... changing ... the course of history ... forever ... but what ... does ... DEATH ... do ... exactly ... ? ... its hard ... to ... be ... sure ... in ... a lot ... of cases ... because ... of the surrounding ... stigmas ... death ... is ... often ... viewed ... as ... a tragedy ... a ... negative ... thing ... but ... as ... that ... same ... tragic ... event ... has ... the power ... to ... be ... a ... catalyst ... for ... change ... why ... is ... this ... a negative ... ... as ... this individual ... scraped ... the ... blood ... from ... the balcony ... to preserve ... in a jar ... we ... know ... the blood ... can ... not ... be ... washed ... from ... our ... hands ... as ... easily ... only ... time ... will wash ... away ... this blood ... but ... the memory ... of the ... stains ... will ... live ... on ... forever ...

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the alchemical escape words let letters blend into form. .





pregnant poems

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day fourteen ... terra's entry ...

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the rigorous ... black waters ... of ... infinity ... the muddy ... banks ... of ... uncertainty ... the halo ... that fell ... off ... the head ... of ... the genius ... who ... decided ... pictures ... deserve frames ... well ... now ... the frame ... is apart ... of the ... picture ... well ... now ... whats behind ... the frame ... is ... a frame ... for ... the frame ... it ... self ... but now ... the background ... is ... just as much ... apart ... of ... the picture ... it ... self ... where ... does ... the ... fractal ... end ... ? ... does it ... ? ... or does it ... beginend ... or ... ænd ... is ... it ... the ... same ... thing ... would ... the ... kitties ... not ... have been ... saved ... if ... they ... were ... left ... to ... drown ... ? ... perhaps ... perhaps ... not ... effort ... is ... effort ... action ... is ... action ... Thank You Humans ... your ... time ... here ... will be ... just that ... it ... will ... B.B.E. ... ænd ... for ... this ... i ... thank ... you ... and "i"

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for the fridge!

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Dark Days Bright Tunnel ... "what countdown ?" ... day nine ... terra's entry ...

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UC Davis police Lieutenant John Pike pepper-sprays students during their sit-in at an "Occupy UCD" demonstration in Davis, California in this November 18, 2011 file photo. Pike is no longer on the force, a university spokeswoman said on August 1, 2012.  REUTERS/Brian Nguyen/Files  (UNITED STATES - Tags: CIVIL UNREST EDUCATION CRIME LAW)

justice ... a strange ... ænd ... subjective ... mechanism ... the ... archaic ... confines ... of the mind ... the stained ... ænd ... tainted ... residue ... of poorly ... handled ... situations ... and ... blatant ... human ... foul-play ... no ... excuses ... for the past ... no reason ... for perpetuation ... but how ... how to move on ? ... how should one ... conduct ... themselves ... to turn a blind eye ? ... to pretend ... it ... no longer ... exists ... to confront ... it ... with knowledge ... and ... awareness ? ... to fight ... with the same ... bigotry ... used to ... create it ... in the first place ... ? ... to forgive ... but ... not forget ? ... where is ... the line ... drawn ? ... should there ... even ... be ... a line ? is the separation of dichotomies not an archaic act within itself ? ... where do you lie on the spectrum ? existing ... in ... the ... third ... dimension ... as we do ... we are ... two steps ... ahead ... of the line ... yet ... we are always ... concerned ... about ... point C ... and departing ... from ... point A ... what ... happened ... to ... point B ... what ... has happened ... at point A ... of human ... history ... was ... crucial ... to ... getting ... to point B ... and just ... the same ... for point C ... what ... about ... the myriad ... of other ... points ... in between ... is a point ... itself ... not comprised ... of an infinite ... number ... of lines ... that create ... its form ? the earth ... itself ... is just ... another ... decimal ... in the equation ... will you add ... on ... or subtract ? each ... plays ... its part ... in the beautiful arithmetic of this universe ... within ... this bright tunnel ... we experience ... some ... dark days ... within those ... dark days ... the bright tunnel ... grows brighter ... step in ... celebrate ... ashes to dust ...

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perhaps you'd like to shake hands with another ... 

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